Ugh.....

I hate it when like...I realize somethign important...and then I decide to strive toward it, but I forget it later... Meh...Also Im losing my will to keep posting on this blog. At first it was kind of nice, but now its becomign a chore, especially since no one is reading. But hey I dont blame people, I probably wouldnt read this thing either, so Im prolly going to change it up...a lot...