Today was horrible....

Well first my first aid teacher wasnt here to give me my test. I needed totake that! Then during 3rd hour, was talking to that cute girl, and I dont remember what was said or done, but I just know I was blushing really hard. I got so embarrased that I blushed harder, so I couldnt look at her for like 15 minutes becuse I was blushing so bad. S slept 4th hour, and I was so disoriented I tiped walking into 5th hour. Then during the middle of 5th hour, I get called down to the principle. He told me that if I have no chance of passing my classes I'm getting kicked out of the school. He told me I was the worst student in the high school. So then 5 minutes after he sent me back, he called me to his office again to tell me theres a good chance Im getting kicked out. I really dont want to get kicked out, I like going to school even though Im failing. So on the bus I was talking to Fetus and Courtney, and during the whole thing I realized, I was really not needed during that conversation. Like if I just stopped talking, they would have gone on without caring. And so this bugged me a bit, but then I realized that if I were to get kicked out of the school, nobody would care....at all. Nobody would miss me, and this hurt the most out of everything. I mean I was having a horrible time for a while, but this just stung more than anything. So when Fetus got off, I curled up into a ballish like thing and stayed quiet. And when I got home I just went to bed and cried for half an hour..... So I think Im just going to let them kick me out, less hassle for me....