Tuesday, June 29, 2010

No pink lemonade makes me sad.

I havnt been doing much today, but I guess that's because I woke up at 4:30 pm? Crazy I know. =) I woke up with this horrible burning head ache, but it went away quickly enough. Then I got on the computer, talked to people, then played video games, got bored, then back on the computer. Oh, and I listened to music, a new band I found out about from an online game I play, Adventure Quest Worlds (I feel they deserve recognition, since I am grateful) from a live event that they held, thank you AQW staff! Anyway, the bad is One Eyed Doll, they are so good, dark, twisted, and sometimes funny. I love it.

So life has been pretty good lately, I've been enjoying it quite a bit, hope it doesnt change soon =( I would hate that.

And so I shall leave my post with those words.

Bii~

Sunday, June 27, 2010

JaFax, night walk, and video games.

I have to say, this has been the BEST weekend I've had in....well, ever!

First off, JaFax,

It was amazing!

We got lost on the way there, because a certain duck voiced GPS was crapping out on us. And I made an impression of what I think a GIR voiced GPS would sound like, it was the best I have EVER sounded like him.

Naturally, I happened to be the one who spent the most. On 3 things. In the order of which I bought them:
1st. Kara's souvenir. I saw this and instantly fell in love, and just HAD to get it for Kara, who couldnt come with. I'm so glad she liked it!
2nd. A neko hat~ It's awesome! I've been wanting one for sooooo long.
3rd. A prinny plushie! This was uber expensive, but it was the last one, and since I played Disgaea, I've wanted one of my own.

Courtney got a bunch of hugs, and her picture taken, quite a few times. I wanted to hug Hinata, but didnt, oh well =/

Then I got my picture taken with a cat girl on stilts! Cat girls are awesome, haha.

Then we headed home, and I never spent that last $7....

I got home and talked with Jason for a bit, did some stuff on the computer, played some games, and didnt sleep, so I went on a walk about 1:30-ish am.
Despite how great my day was already, this was my favorite part of the day (I say that because I hadnt slept, techniquelly it was today.)

It was so bright out, the moon lit everything up.
I saw some beautiful things while I was out, but it was also a little scary, and made me nervous a bit, haha.

But in the end, I got home, and was more awake then I was before, I didnt fall asleep until the sun was up a bit.

I woke up, watched Rugrats, talked with people on the comp a bit, then my mom told me she's redownloading the whole thing AGAIN, but that's okay. We went out to Gamestop while it was redownloading, I went in with the intent to buy one specific game, but didnt find it, so picked two that are related to Disgaea in one way or another. I laughed, because after I bought them, I found the game I went in for.
My mom got mad, because she spent the same amount of money she gained for selling my old playstation that it costed to buy a cord she took from my ps2.

And that's my amazing weekend so far! I hope it keeps being this great!

Friday, June 25, 2010

Another meme.

1. It's 2AM and you are not home. You are more than likely: Around town, or at a friends house.

2. What's the last thing you spent more than $100 on? Well, I didnt spend that much ever, but my mom payed for summer school.

3. What do your bank checks look like? Not a clue.

4. Where did the shirt you are currently wearing come from? My closet.

5. Name something that will be on your Christmas wish list: Not sure, there isn't anything that I want that can be bought.

6. What color is your toothbrush? Green.

7. Name something you collect and tell us about it. Hats, it wasnt intentional at first, it just kind of started to happen.

8. Last restaurant you ate at. Who were you with? How was it? McDonalds, My mom, we had shakes, and I had chicken nuggets. It was okay.

9. Who was the last person you bought a birthday card for? Uuuuh.....Can't remember!!

10. What is your worst bad habit? Speaking before I think, or saying something I didnt mean to. Happens all the time.

11. Name a magazine you subscribe to? Game Informer

12. Your favorite pizza toppings? Cheese and pepperoni.

13. Whose number were you looking up the last time you used a phone book? My friend Jason.

14. Other than family, who is the person that you love most? Wouldn't you like to know ;)

15. What is the last thing you cooked? Yakisoba.

16. Name something you wouldn't want to buy used? Food, condom (Don't plan to buy one anyway.) and tissues.

17. Which shoe do you put on first? Which ever one is closer.

18. What is the last thing you remember losing? My keys, but I'm sure there was something after that that I forgot.

19. What is the ugliest piece of furniture in your house? My moms funky plant looking lamp.

20. Last thing you bought and ended up returning? I havnt yet, not sure about my mom though.

21. What perfume/cologne do you wear? Black by Bod, I switched for a while, but then my life went crazy, so I think that stuff brings me bad luck.....

22. Your favorite board game? Nintendo Monopoly.

23. What was the last board game you played? Nintendo Monopoly.

24. Where did your vehicle come from? That's vague of a question, we have more then one.

25. If a movie was made about your life what would the theme song be? Basket Case I guess.

26. You're sad, who can cheer you up easily? Kara =)

27. What was the color of the bridesmaid dresses of the last wedding you went to? Never been to a wedding.

28. What house cleaning chore do you hate to do the most? I don't haev chores~

29. What is your favorite way to eat chicken? Chicken strips with honey mustard, or fried chicken legs.

30. It is your birthday. You hope the cake is? Chocolate, or some sort of ice cream cake.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Basket Case. (Pretty much my theme song)

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Am I just stoned?

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Depression of a summer school prisoner.

I'm stuck in the library of the school, but not to read books, for a class, math class.
This is very monotonous, and I don't like it.
This has been draining all my energy, nothing is going on in my life, and it's making me more and more exhausted each day.
Sleep and summer school take about 2/3 of my day from me.
Now the last 1/3 that I have to myself awake, is filled with depressing thoughts and wishes of escaping this life.
So far summer is not fun at all, any determination, or will to care about stuff, has pretty much vanished. A meteor could be hurtling toward Earth, and I really wouldnt mind.
The first I'm going to do after summer school is an all nighter.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

1.When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in then start the water? Start it, test it, get in, but only after I take my clothes off.
2.Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle? No, why would I do that?
3.Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essences commercial? No, but I sing.
4.Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? Not showered, took a bath with, once, when I was really little, let's not go there, okay?.
5.Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? No.
6.Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? Yeah, occasionally..
7.Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? I've dropped a bottle of body wash on it (OW!) does that count?
8.How old do you look? A wide range from middle school to college.
9.How old do you act? I want to be a kid again.
10.What's the last song you sang? Mario Kart Love Song
11.Have you recently become a member of anything? TOW, does that count?
12.What are your plans for the weekend? I was supposed to visit my sister, but my mom said no because of summer school.
13.Do you kiss with your eyes open or closed? I'm not sure, I've only kissed with just lips, and the last time it happened I was too shocked to notice I think they were open though..
14.Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? I don't even know who that is..
15.Does anything on your body itch right now? My leg.
16.Who's the sexiest famous woman alive? I don't find famous people appealing, I know, I'm weird..
17.Who's the sexiest famous man alive? With the answer to the last question in mind, I also am not attracted to men. But with that said, I will be the sexiest famous man in the near future.
18.Does every family have a crazy uncle? I would say yes, but if the kids parents have no siblings then they wouldnt.
19.Have you ever smuggled something into America? Never been out of America, so no.
20.Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive? No, it's cool, but it doesnt make them more attractive.
21.Do you live in a city with a good sports team? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....No.
22.Have you ever finished off the popcorn and ate the junk from the bottom of the bag? Maybe, I dunno.
23.Have you ever had sex in a tent? No.
24.What about in a boat? Nope
25.Have you ever dated a Goth? No.
26.Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? Uh.....I dunno, I'm not really interested in that at the moment. But I guess if I had to choose, amazing sex.
27.Can you fix your own car? Don't have one, and if I did, no.
28.Would you want to kill George W Bush yourself if you were guaranteed to get away with it? Not directly, I'd find a way for him to meet my mom and let it go, there for I'd be in the clear.
29.Should guys wear pink? That's up to each individual guy..

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Weather alert.

What the heck is the point of these besides to bother people? Seriously. I'm trying to watch Last Comic Standing, if you arent going to make me laugh then get off! I think the people in the vecinity are well aware that there is a storm coming and the need to get into some shelter, I'm half a state away, I don't care, I'm going to be fine, seriously, it's not even heading in my direction. Then they insist, not only to cut out a part of your schedualed programming, but to also make sure you get to see as little of it as possible. "This alert will last 17 minutes." WTH!? That's exactly the amount of time the show has left, what's wrong with you!?

Weather alerts are stupid and pointless, it was made up by the news media to get more viewings by those who don't care about recent events, and have the special ability to tell the weather by looking out the window.

This is my rant for the night.
Thank you.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Binary post.

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Yeah, I was bored. Have a nice day.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I need a helmet.

Recently I've been getting more into my bike riding, every day, maybe twice or more a day, I'll get on my bike and take a nice little trip around town, same route for the most part. I think about all the stress and drama in my life. Then when I go past Kara's house, I put it in 7th gear,which is a little hard to pedal with. Then I turn onto the busier street in my town and I start thinking more about what's been making me angry, and upset, and focus it all into pumping my legs as hard as I can. I start to get faster, to the point that if a car is following, it takes a long while for it to catch up, then I take another turn heading for the park, the another to head for the street I live on. This is very hard to do, since I'm going so fast, I have to make very wide turns and tilt my bike at an angle just to barely miss the grass. I was doing very well today, getting good speed, but when I made the second turn, my bike wobbled a bit and I thought I was losing control, but it turns out I just didnt tilt enough.....Or too much, dunno. Strangely enough I was excited about that, it got my heart pumping more and I wanted to keep going, despite my lungs screaming for air, and my legs feeling non existant. So then I was heading back to my house, and was about to turn into my drive way, when someone called my name and said hi, this cought me by suprise and I almost crashed into my garage door.
I know this all sounds nuts, but I'm really enjoying it, when I get to pedaling like that, with my blood flowing, and everything blurring by me, all my thoughts melt away, the drama in my life starts becomes unimportant, and soon all that exists is me and my bike. It's so peaceful, even if I do feel like I'm dieing, but I'd rather that then deal with the chaos of my mind. I'm lovin' it. Then I get home whip out the ice pack and cool myself down. Seeing the fog (mist/steam?) come off it is kind of fun as well, and everything comes back after a while.

What I've learned from this: I need a helmet, or I will die.

Maybe I should start doing this earlier in the morning? Specifically set my alarm really early just for that? Opinions, biking tips, inquiries, please? Thank you =)

Ugh, blah, meh, mornin'....

It's early.....to me anyway.
I'm in need of rescueing.
All next week I'm going to be super busy, with hardly any time to myself, I need to do something this weekend, really bad!
Need an escape please!
Anyways, if I don't end up doing something today, I'll probably just play lots of video games, read books, read web comics, and ride my bike a couple times.....

I did have a lot more to post, but sleep kind of wiped the thoughts out of my mind.

Oh wait! My psychologist gave me a book to help me learn Greek! I'm kind of excited.

Okay, now I have nothing more to talk about, or rather, that I want people to know about.

Bii~

Thursday, June 10, 2010

School is back in session.

So, my mom freaked out on me because I got a D- in Pottery class, so now I have to start going to summer school. I'm not even going to get into how dissapointed I am to have her as a mother.

But, other then that, I've been hanging out with friends, dealing with issues, and relaxing.

I think what I'm most excited about for the summer, is the 4th of July, not sure why.
But I do remember this one time a few years ago, I was watching fire works in Sunfield, and these girls behind me were talking kind of loudly, then they started to discuss what colors they wanted to have come out of the fire works. After a variety of colors one of them shouts "Black!!" Then everyone was just like "....Black?" And they laughed, I found this amusing for some reason, but actually, black coming out of a fire work would look kind of cool. Dunno if it's possible though, but I really want to see one now.

So yeah, been hanging out with friends, going to youth group, got some new secrets ;D
Nah jk jk......Maybe. Haha.

I've been playing Neopets a lot lately, like every day, for hours.
Why? There is an annual sports tournament thing called Yooyuball, and my team never wins!! So I've been playing Yooyuball for hours every day to get my teams score up, not sure why this is so appealing to me, but I REALLY want my team to win!

Go Virtupets!!

I'm a dork, hahaha.

Anyways, redownloaded the ENTIRE computer, hopefully Mabi will work now, I want to play that too, I need levels!!

Wow, okay, I'm coming off WAAAY to geeky.

So after school today, I called around, and I'm going to be a super model, how awesome is that? Be jealous, I know you all are. I'mma find a way to represent TOW into almost every thing I'm in, just watch!!

Bye mii~~

Monday, June 7, 2010

Post.

I'm sorry I havnt posted, there hasnt been much to report. And at the moment I'm not in the best mood, and what is post worthy, I don't want certain people to know.
Sorry if the post is depressing, or annyoing, but that's just how I feel right now. I'm really just hating this. It's just so hard right now. I might not post for a while, just a heads up.

Bye.