My weekend with the hiks -.-

Well it wasnt as bad as I thought, the -weekend- was one night, and the -up north- was like 30 miles away. I slept most of the night so that I wouldnt be stuck with people I dont relate to a lot. There was one point that this couple almsot began to have sex right in front of me, the girl took her top off! Then this guy ran in and yelled at them because I was in the room, I was tempted to say, it aint nothing I havnt seen before! But I figured it would have been weird at the time being. Then my mom knew that I had already aten, plus I wasn feeling well, but she still shoved food at me. Then I played some guitar hero with some weird kid. After that I was tired, so I slept in the car until they told me there was a bed I could sleep in. I couldnt sleep though because the walls are paper thin and they were blasting country music, it wasnt even good country music! It was like, big ol truckin convoy or something like that. It was sooo annoying! I really dont like my relatives.....I still have no clue as to how I'm even remotely related to them, I know they're from my moms side, but I'm nothing like them...Or my dads side....I think I'm adopted.....I hope...

Cant post all weekend

I cant post anything this weekend (not theres anything TO post)because my mom is dragging me to the UP, I really dont want to go, and she knows I hate everything about it. But when I get back Monday, I'll post the whole horrible experience, and a little bit about the Halo party yesterday. I'm betting I'll complain all during this trip, I didnt get any sleep last night. Some jerks decided to scream and yell, and also I heard a pop like a gun shot, then louder screaming. It would have been funny to listen to if it was 2 in the freaking morning!!!

My family.

A lot of people consider there family thoughs that they're related to, and others, they're friends, well I am the second type of person, so when I lose a friend, its like a family member died.... So here is a list of my family, and those who've I've more or less lost.

Jason: This guy be like an older bro, he's sort of they're for me and I always feel like I'm intruding when I'm with him and his friends.

Shelly: Shes like my online older sister, shes over protective, yells at me when I did something wrong, and I feel like I'm bothering her most of the time.

Ian: This guy, used to be like my twin. We were so alike, we looked alike, talked alike, acted alike, but we both changed and are different people now. (Lost due to differences unexplainable)

Augusta: Shes also like an older sister, she abuses me, tries to get me to do drugs, drink alcohol, but respects my decision not to. But even so, we love each other, and she holds a grudge against anyone who remotely hurts me (she has one now, but I wont say who) as I do the same for her! (Lost due to being kicked out of school)

Courtney: Shes like that weird and fun cousin you used to hang out with, and miss not anymore. (Sort of kind of lost due to a disagreement and long period of time of not talking. But still kind of talking.)

Damien: Hes kind of like a cool uncle, I dont hang out with him much, but its kind of cool when I do.

Dis be mah family think of it what chyu will! =3

Last Day of School....

Well today sucked. I wore my Bleach hat to school, and got a couple sarcastic comments on it.... And my friends were mad at me the entire day, wich is dumb its the last time I'm going to see them, and they're mad at me. Oh well.... Then that cute girl wasnt in class today DX I kinda wanted to talk to her one last time....
But oh well, nothing would have came from it anyway. Lunch went as normal, I got the usual Bosco Sticks..... And So on, then came 4th hour and I read this cool book. Anyway, it was a good book, this girl was turning into a vampire, and she was craveing blood and stuff. It was cooler than I described it. Then the bus ride was a little dull, but I talked with Ians sister about Vampires, its a game/book, and there are different types of vampires. I said I'm Malkavian/Ventru. She said she's Malkavian/ Something I cant remember >.< Then Courtney was a Giovanni/ Malkavian....we onli picked people who were part Malkavian XD But yeah.....not the greatest last day....

Greetings from Jasons house!!

Ok so yeah, I am posting from my freidns house because I'm spending the weekend here, or well two nights mostly. Anyway, we went to a bon fire for our last youth group get together. It was fun! I got dirtier then I have in years XD I walked around the back woods and waded through the creek, I fell a lot, got everything up to my knees wet and muddy. Then we set off the bigger bon fire thing, and it burned well. I was sitting the closest most of the time, but some of the other guys had to pretend they were tough and try to see who could get the closest. But I just sat there, it was pretty hot. Yeah they went up for two seconds at a time extrememly close, but I was sitting in the same position and soaking in the heat. My pants were steaming lol, then a couple times I had to stomp out some spreading fire. Then after a bit we left, and when we were walking to the car, we heard, what at first sounded like a pig being raped. So we sat there with WTF? looks on our face. Then the sounds went from screeching and grunting to screeching and shrieking-ish sounds. And me and Jason played enough zombie games to know to get the hell outta there. Which is funny, because the day before I said the zombies would attack, and Facebook said I would be the hero....Jason would be zombified though, lol. So yeah, it was funnier to me, because I was coming up with zombie attack plans for a couple days. So.....if they are attacking, I'm prepared. And dont worry faithful (or not) readers, if you are close enough (or can hide well enough) I will save you!!

Today was horrible....

Well first my first aid teacher wasnt here to give me my test. I needed totake that! Then during 3rd hour, was talking to that cute girl, and I dont remember what was said or done, but I just know I was blushing really hard. I got so embarrased that I blushed harder, so I couldnt look at her for like 15 minutes becuse I was blushing so bad. S slept 4th hour, and I was so disoriented I tiped walking into 5th hour. Then during the middle of 5th hour, I get called down to the principle. He told me that if I have no chance of passing my classes I'm getting kicked out of the school. He told me I was the worst student in the high school. So then 5 minutes after he sent me back, he called me to his office again to tell me theres a good chance Im getting kicked out. I really dont want to get kicked out, I like going to school even though Im failing. So on the bus I was talking to Fetus and Courtney, and during the whole thing I realized, I was really not needed during that conversation. Like if I just stopped talking, they would have gone on without caring. And so this bugged me a bit, but then I realized that if I were to get kicked out of the school, nobody would care....at all. Nobody would miss me, and this hurt the most out of everything. I mean I was having a horrible time for a while, but this just stung more than anything. So when Fetus got off, I curled up into a ballish like thing and stayed quiet. And when I got home I just went to bed and cried for half an hour..... So I think Im just going to let them kick me out, less hassle for me....

Woohoo!!

Today was great! Stayed in bed, then left for school, got a monster and some twix. I got to school in time to talk to that one cute girl, I found 2 dollars on the ground!! I got a free gatorade during lunch, I slept in class and the teacher didnt mind!!! And then we got our bus stuck because of the engine, people were complaining and stuff, but I like it when that happens, I get to talk to my friends more, listen to music longer, w/e. Then I got my new glasses fitted, im wearing them now! Then I found out I have to get blood drawn saturday...Im not thrilled about that, Im afraid of needles >.< Anway then we rented a bunch of cool movies wich im watching right now! Im doing the yes concept from Yes Man, so I think thats why my luck is so good. And I made a break through with the photosynthesis! If I shine a certain type of light, not sure wich one to use yet, Ill either get on my way to changing my skin to pick up Co2.....or get some serios medical issues......Lets hope its the first of the two hm?

Today was kind of epic. I got hot sauce in my eye, and went blind for half an hour. I got two packs of Gushers for the price of one, yay faulty vending machines!! I threw a bag of infants up a flight of stairs, and got to second base. Jk I didnt throw real babies up stairs, they were CPR practice babies, and the second base thing, I had to wash a VERY realistic woman dummy, it was awkward.... And I read this cool manga, it had lots of blood, lol. I cant remember what it's called, but I remember they made different nursery stories into murders. Like Alice in Wonderland, Black Sheep, Crooked House, and there was one other I cant recall. Its a cliched story method, but it was a good manga. The next manga I'm going to look into is Chronicles of the Cursed Sword. And on the way home from school, besides after talking to Fetus, Courtney, and Damien about varios things. I was thinking about something that I noticed a couple days ago. These kids were taking matches, from a science lab, and they began burning themelves and each other. This made me mad. Because they have made fun of people who cut themselves repeatedly in class, and even though I hate when people do that, I dont say anything because, well I'm a quiet pacifist. But I was mad because they call people who do that freaks and weirdos for cutting themselves for some reason or another. But they burned themselves in PUBLIC for pleasure and to prove they are 'tough'. I find them being hypocritical, and if there is one thing I hate, its people who are being hypocritical. And I know that there may be some things that I am hypocritical about. I dont know what they are, but I'm sure theres something. Thats one of the reasons I have low self esteem.

Today rocked!!

So we arent doing anything in first aid, we dont even have an exam to review for. So we just toured the part of the school that was under construction. The school is coming along great, we got another floor and an elevator!!! And the science wing is awesome!!! The only thing I dont like in the rooms are hte chairs, they bend back to make you sit up straight.

Then in bio I talked to the cute girl, shes really nice! I think a crush might develop, maybe.

Then in physical science we played with matches!! Thats by far the funnest class for things to do.

Then Ian gave me a dollar to get ice cream, but I didnt want any so I kept it, lol. I guess he hasnt realized I deleted him from my friends list, but I figured he wouldnt I know he doesnt think of me as a friend at all. But I do feel better, and I dont want to leave facebook as bad, I think my problems with Fetus is the cause for some of my depression.
And the girl who lives in Sunfield, moves a LOT shes in Florida right now, and the next time shes in Sunfield we might hang out, and she might give me some piano lessons! I also kind of want to learn fencing from her too. She seems nice, but it might be hard to become friends with her, apparently her father is extremely protective, but despite what school may say, I like to learn things, and she seems to know a lot of interesting things!

Today was.....interesting....

Well we had to clean out one of the class rooms I was in because half the students left because they were seniors. Then the teacher found an old copy of Twilight and gave it to me! I dont like Twilight, but a free book is a free book. So I've been reading it, because SOMEbody says I'm not allowed to have an opinion on it without reading. Wich is bull, I'm intitled to my opnion. I just base it off of what friends tell me, I take the good and the bad, andm make of it what I will. I mean if a friend told me he didnt like being stabbed and why, I'd make that opinion my own. Also I've been calling every one I know posers, because lets face it, every one is one. And i'm going to send a spam chain letter thingy to my friends on facebook about posers. But after that, I think I might quit facebook and go to something else. I dont talk to half the people on there, and one of the 3 people I actually ever did talk to, blocked me. Plus things have been upsetting me lately and I'd like to see as little of a certain someone as possible. Although I dont know what I'll find as cool as facebook with some of my friends on there, and buttons and club things and fan things too. But I'll make do, facebook just doesnt appeal to me any more. I wont say all of why, its to long and boring, and I dont want to go through it. But yeah.....


POSERS!!!!!!!!

The World Ends With You

This game is amazing, I borrowed it from a freind a while back, and instantly fell in love with it!
Its made by Square Enix, the same people who made Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy. They make the greatest games ever! They're always unique and have great stories to them. And TWEWY is no exception. You fight creatures, wich remind me a lot of heartless, you get to collect clothing, like punk, goth, lolita, emo, and even cosplay!! And you can get different abilities by collecting buttons.
I recomend this game to anyone and everyone, whose geeky, goth, emo, or people who just like creative things. This game is by far one of the best Ive played and with music with lyrics in both english and japanese, it makes this one of my favorites ever!! Next to Kingdom Hearts of course.

But seriously, if you have a DS, or can borrow one from a friend, I truelly recomend playing this game!! Its so zeta awesome!! Lol

I'm so mad!!

I really want to watch Invader Zim!! Sooooo much!! But youtube isnt working!! And a friend told me shes watching Beetle Juice, (the movie) and now I want to watch that too! Also photosynthesis isnt going well.

And then, I got this link, I wont send it, since its innapropriate, and I doubt the one person who reads this will want to see it. But it was pretty much about this girl who cheated on her boyfriend. She kept telling him she wanted to stay a vergin, then his best friend sends him a video and pics of him and her doing it.

I despise cheating in any sense of the form!! Anything on an intimate level or higher makes me mad. I dont mean a friendly hug, but if its something that shows feelings for another person, and actually doing something, no matter how little. I just hate it. Thats one reason I dont want a girl friend, I dont trust people easily, and I'm not that great of a catch to begin with. Besides, she might think I may be cheating on her as well. That will never happen, but that doesnt mean if I had a girl friend she wouldnt think it.

Anyway, I'm off to rp, try to learn photosynthesis, and try to watch Invader Zim/ Beetle Juice!

I dont want school to end!

Today was nice, we had an assembly, Steve Dejong was up for almost everything, he's like a super student. Total opposite of me. Lol People were passing out candy and Red Bulls, I got a sucker and a Red Bull. They're ok, I like Monster better.
I talked to this girl during third hour, it was about her shoes. Lol, I was wondering why she was wearing heels. Shes a nioce girl, shes quiet and nice, and we help each other with our homework. Shes cute, but I dont like her like that.
Oh! I brought Pochi-kun to school!! That was kind of fun, but not as fun as the first time I brought it, people were just giving me weird looks today. Before they would like ask what it was, why I brought it, then call me weird lol.
Then for the rest of the day, I went to Damiens, he tricked this kid into believing Damien broke his leg, at first I was skeptical, but since I know first aid, I checked out said leg and knew he was faking, but I didnt say anything. I acted all serious, and poor Josh, whom we have a dumb nickname for, was on the brink of crying because he thought he broke Damiens leg when he fell on it. Then Damien burst out laughing and Josh practically passe d out from embarrassment and relief. Then Damien got grounded from having friends over while we were there. So we had to go. He thought his lawn was already mowed, but apparently it wasnt. So now I'm just going to listen to japanese music, learn some japanese, then go to bed.

I really gotta start only having posts after school...or before I go to bed... Anyway, today was kind of exciting. I broke a desk, involuntarily of course. But my knees kept puahing against it, and when the bell rang and I got out of it, it collapsed.... And Damien exploded his milk today, or somebodies milk. He was pretending to be Dokotah when he opens his milk, and when he opened it, the catron burst Damien was like 'oops I messed up...' It was a little funny. Then we did an activity in physical science where we used our cell phones to talk about radio waves and stuff. That class is so fun! Then I skipped my english 10 class with some friends, we just went down to the computer lab and looked stuff up on the internet. The bus was kind of fun, I showed Ian this pebble/bead thing I found, and we decided it can rewind time. Lol if only if only. I talked with Damien, Fetus, and Courtney all during the bus ride. Then when Courtney got off, Justina was like, 'She wants your dick." I said no, then she said she wants me to put my P in her V, and she wants me to slip my B L into her T, ugh, shes so obnocious, or how ever you spell it. But when she got done I was like.....ew.... Dont get me wrong, I like Courtney and all, sex just doesnt appeal to me, I dont plan to have sex until I fully know I trust and love somebody. I'll joke about it and stuff, but I guess I'm just weird. So yeah...I think I'm bringing Pochi to school tommorow, Courtney brought her plushie and that just made me want to bring mine XD And I decided I'm going to save up some money and order some gifts for my friends. For Fetus it's obvious, wasabi Ramune, I think I might try to get Damien a cheapy action replay for GameBoy. Jason....I'm not sure yet, maybe a video game, or a manga, I want to get him something sentimental, but I'm having a hard time thinking of something. Augusta, I'll buy some pocky, or a cup of potatoes...inside joke. Then Courtney, not a clue, I dont even know where to start, =/ Sorry. So yeah.....Idk things are still kind of down, but at least I'm not as depressed as yesterday.

Darn you Jeffy!

Ugh, Im sorry I punched you Jeffy! Now stop messing up my life!! Geez! Its only been 14 hours and life sucks! My sister got sick, so we arent going to the animation festivl in Kalamazoo today, that sucks so much!! I wanted to really go to that, I really like looking at peoples drawings, and it sounds interesting to watch the videos that people made... She said that we may be able to go Saturday, but I wont get my hopes up, I dont think we'll be able to.... And then I find out a friend of mine is leaving a chat site I talk on a lot....Its sad, because me and her talk a lot, and shes really fun.... Im going to miss her... And then I found out my computer got like 5 viruses, and now youtube wont work! So I cant watch Invader Zim, or the new episodes of Rosario + Vampire! And then my character on CC that role playing site (Im a total geek, yep) has 5 freakin kids!! And more want him to adopt them, I may be good with kids, but I'm not Santa Clause!! I think I mispelled his last name, it looks weird to me.... Anyway, So I'm sorry I punched you Jeffy, now please stop ruining my life!!

Quite the day!

Ok well the pain in my leg came back...But no limping so yeah. anyway, that cute girl in my bio class looked on the verge of crying today. I wanted to ask her what was wrong, but didnt since I didnt know her that well. Then later I found out her boyfriend broke up with her, and I feel kind of bad for her... And then Fetus, with his usual randomness got on the bus with a box named Jeffy. He controls time and space, so I brabed the box shook it and yelled 'Jeffy make my life better or I'll melt you with a hose!!!' Then gave him back to Fetus. And when he got off me and Damien were talking about a cardboard mansion made out of boxes. I really freakin want one now XD But yeah we dicussed how it would actually be kind of cool to live in a box, you ever want to move, just pick it up and go. You just gotta worry about the wind carrying it away and the rain melting it lol. So tommorow I'm going to an animation festival thing with my sister!! Its going to be really fun!! I'm really excited and I cant why to see what people put in it, we're going the day it starts, because they show all the good stuff first, then go down from there. I'm so so excited!!

Relief....

Well as you know from an earlier post, I played DDR a heck of a lot a couple days ago. Well unfortunetly DDR can be dangerous and I tore a muscle. So all of yesterday, I was limping, through classes, during lunch, one my way home, while I was AT home. I felt like House but without the can, and trust me I wanted one! But now my leg has healed some, and it doesnt hurt as bad when I walk, and I lost my limp!! Yay me!!

I got a new background for my computer!! Its got Haruhi Suzumiya from...Haruhi Suzumiya and Konata Izumi from Lucky Star!! They are 2 of my 3 favorite girl characters of anime/manga. The other one is Hinata, shes sooo cute!! I think that the perfect person for me would be like a mix of them 3, only in real life. Lol, So yeah...I had a cruddy dau today in school, two tests, and I failed the one I wanted to pass DX Darn you First aid!! Anyway, then Aj kissed me in the hallway and ran off before I could say anything... I was like wtf!? And I felt really guilty the rest of the day, I think I know what the reasons are, but there personal, so I wont put them on there. I migth talk to like.....Ok nobody because I feel like I've been bugging my friends the past few months. But anyway, I'll find some way to vent, I tried video games on the bus, but it didnt help, if anything I felt more guilty than before.... So yeah, I'm going to go rp on www.cyberchat-rp.com !! Yep I'm a total geek, but I find a lot of writers on there, and they help me with my work, and I like it because I get to write out a story every time I get on! Its cool! For a geek like me anyway =/

Craigs Cruisers

That was fun! Go karts, laser tag, bumper cars, DDR lots and lots of DDR!! I played so much DDR my feet began to ache...and I realized, I love DDR!! I spent all my money, on DDR and a slushy, if I hadnt bought the slushy, you can bet it would have gone to DDR XD. Then on the bus ride back to school, we sang songs on the radio, like Animal I have become and more stuff by 3 days grace and metallica. Then on the bus ride hme Fetus let a girl put make up on him. They kept asking if hes a herm and if they can see his mangina. I know hes not a herm, for sure, but I really am beginning to wonder if hes bi, I cant ask him, hed just be like Yep!. So yeah, anyway now im trying to come up with a good back ground for my computer screen.....

Filler

I havnt posted in a few days, so I might as well just post....well stuff.....So we're going on a field trip today, since sophomores won. We get to go some place cool, I wont say where though cause I dont feel like it. I learned some more Japanese! Kimi O Ai Shiteru!! Find out what it means for yourself lol. I saw this movie yesterday, called Real Time. It was great! I felt I could relate to the main character really well, his life was screwed up, and it was all due to his stupid decisions. And well he like blamed his problems on luck and god and stuff. But pretty much this guy comes and tells him, 'Hey you got one hour then I'm going to shoot you.' So he gets to do what ever he wants for an hour, but the ending was sad... I wont say in case people decide they want to watch it. So yeah...I had a LOT more to say, I just forgot it, stuff about my friends, and typos......Idk oh well....

Crazy day!

Wow today was sooo fun!! Mr. Calloway, or however you spell his name was picking on me in class. He picked me for over half the questions on reviewing the test, because the first time I wasnt paying attention and somehow guessed it right, but he knew I wasnt. So he called on me for the next one, I was still stunned from him teasing me, so he teased me even more. We all laughed, it was nice. Then he called me on a couple more a little down the line, he was like "You feel like I'm picking on you dont chya? Thats cause I am!" then some other kid wasnt payng attention and teach was asked if he was doing the Donald method of problem solving. It was funny. Then in 4th hour Ms. Cobb played her guitar, and so did a kid named Hayden, it was awesome!! And Mr. Rose played some music, it was all to teach sound waves. That was the most fun I've ever had in class!! We had like 3 fire drills, and a tornado drill! It was crazy, I say this before my next part cause it goes with it. So I gave my friend Augusta my anti depressant (sshhh, I dont like them >.<) and she was freaking out!! She laughed at every little thing!! So of course during the last fire drill, she was freaking out. On the bus I finished my Maximum Ride manga, and now Courtney is borrowing it for a bit. And I began to read another manga a friend let me borrow. It started off talking about yaoi...so..I was a little cautios about reading it, but I scanned ahead and there was this really funny looking part, so I kept reading. In the part it showed this cute girl blushing (Its um....a slight...fetish I got....) Anyway, then the main characters nose was bleeding like crazy and it said "Critical hit! 999999999999 damage!!" I was literally about to lol, because I know that would have happened to me more than likely if I were him. Then out of no where, right before I began to laugh a Pringles can crashes right on me!! It tossed cheesy chips everywhere!! I yelled What the hell!? and habded chips to this one slightly annoying/ perverted kid and dusted the rest of my seat. The kid just mentioned, is more of a wannabe perv. I let him look at Maximum Ride, and he saw Max sprawled out on the ground, and he was like oh yeah id smack that, or something I wasnt paying attention. So I took it from him, then handed it to Courtney. But today was soooo much fun!! But now, I dont know what Im going to do this weekend.... Idk maybe I'll find something, if it was as random as today was, then it'll be fun! I'm just going to have to walk around town a bit to find something. Idk maybe I'll walk to the gas station, or the store and buy a bunch of candy. I just realized I;ve never really looked around the local store....I wonder if theres anything of interest in it....

Good day!

Ok well yes I am still a little sick, but today was really nice! This girl who works at Hooters, she brought in a bunch of chicken wings for us all to eat! But I blinked and the whole class was on them like a pack of hyenas on a gazelle, so I was only left with two.... Then my friend Augusta gave my birthday present, candy! She knows me so well. Lol Then like 3 people gave me parts of there lunch, I was like *drool* jk, but I was happy. And we are now reading Julies Ceizar (sp) in class, yay! I like the whole medieval/roman empire like deal things. There interesting. So I'm looking forward to it, especially since its in the oldest modern english possible. Like...imagine and old person trying to be 'hip' it just doesnt work. So to me its kind of funny to read. Then on the bus ride home, somebody threw a golf ball out the window, and we watched it bounce away. It was a little funny, I was like 'heheh' but the would have literally rofl'd if they could. Then I got home, and found out the Maximum Ride manga came. I like there are just a few problems I have with it: Max is blonde, I didnt think Jeb had a white mustache.... When Gazzy cut one, it looked like a flash grenade went off in his pants O.o Fangs hair goes down to his back when he has a ponytail.... But Angel was cute! When she kissed Max on the cheek and said "I love you too" I was like Kawaii!! Lol yes that was the weirdest thing I can remember saying, I realize this dont poke fun at it!! Sorry for the long post~~

Birthday

So yeah... as far as birthdas go...this one sucked. I'm sick so I couldnt go to school (Thank gawd) today. So I've felt awefl all day. Yesterday I went to see X-men Wolverines origins, pretty good movie. Then we went to the Meridian Mall, they didnt have an f.y.e, so me and Jason decided that it wasnt a good mall. Wich totally ruined it, I wanted to get the next book of Death Note. They didnt even have a Barnes and Noble! *shakes head in shame* Seriously, not cool. But I did buy a video gae, it had a sound trak for it, with Japanese lyrics. So yeah thats kind of cool. I'm not gettingtathat, my mom forgot to order it =P But I am getting the MaximumRide manga, it should come by Wednesday. I got a knife set, its cool. I already knew I was getting it though because I found it on accident. My sister is going to come over later, most likely she'll be giving me some money, lol. So yeah....not a good b-day XP

Poems music and anime

the noises that i hear
used to fill me with fear
but now im not scared
not like you cared
it bubbles beneath my skin
the anger ive always felt
its practicly kin
my fingers hold the blade
my hand shakes
it drops
it brakes
on floor
i cant do this anymore
the scars on my arms
will be there to tell me
remind me
of before
behind that dark door
it wont come back
anymore

This is one of the many good poems someone I know has written, I havnt known her long, but she's rapidly becoming one of my favorite writers! Shes got a lot more that I can really relate to. And she's inspired me to keep writing my poems. The one I'm working on is almost done, and for my next one I think I'll put in some Japanese, German, or other languages.

Guitar Hero, this kid was playing it at Jasons house today, and I noticed they had Tokio Hotel, but No Cinema Bizarre, 3 Doors Down, Linkin Park, or other good bands, I like them a lot better than Tokio Hotel, sorry I just dont really like that band....

Death Note, I'm reading it, it's good I like it. I'm going to buy the next one tommorow when I go to the mall for my birthday. And I'm not sure if I'll watch the anime or not, I might leave this one to just the mangas. Idk though....

Emotional bus ride

Im not even kidding, I went through so much in that bus ride! More than I have in a few weeks. Heres a list of what I felt and why....just for kicks lol.

Inspiration: Though of a few lines for my next poem.
Sorrow/Heartbreak/Meloncholy: Just something small that kind of ate at me during the bus ride.
Jealosy: Because of Fetus...wont say why though >.<
Regret:I pulled out the notes to my poem and crinkled them up. I decided I didnt want to right poems or draw anymore, but that wont last.
???: I threw the crinkled poem at Courtney, Idk why lol
Relief: They played What hurts the most on the radio, its pretty much been describing how I felt for a while. Then I sang along with it, luckily nobody was paying attention to me.
Then I kind of felt a mix of everything, I was all of the above, but...I was relieved to be feeling them...Idk Im a freak. Anyway thats my useless post of the day, thank you very much.