Ok so, I've thought of an idea for my next poem, the title is somewhere along the lines of Twisted Heaven. I was up late last night putting it together. I wasnt trying to, it was just a little bit of insomnia. I looked into the Maximum Ride manga I had heard of, it looks interesting, I just dont like how they did some of the characters. Like Nudge is 11 but in the manga shes got boobs... Angel, shes cute but she looks possessed lol. Plus her wings are to small, but I'm sure they had a reason for that, like to be funny. Idk its to early to use my brain. Anyway, so Im going to be getting it, hopefully its in english, if its not, I'll give it to somebody who reads japanese. Which where I live....is very unlikely that I'll find one. And lastly, Facebook...it's getting soooo boring. I got so much flair it might break my facebook page. jk. but then then games are all the same. And I've got no one to talk to anymore, Fetus is never on, neither is Erinn. And I dont talk to the others, most of the other dont even WANT to talk to. At least I got CC! I might start up a Maximum Ride rp on there, yes I'm a total geek, and I'll either play Fang or Iggy. Idk yet though. Wish me luck for my poem!

sigh....

Ok well, I wall all excited to be going to this thing today, only to find out my teacher wouldnt let me go. I'm so mad!! Yeah its because of my grades and stuff, but I mean he didnt even bothjer to let me know before hand. He just let me find out in the douscheiest way possible! I wouldnt have been as mad if he had at least told me a little bit sooner, so I wouldnt have my hopes up, but noooo! The guys a jerk! If he at least talked to me before hand, I could have bargained a way into going, like promising to do my work if he let me go. But nope.... Anyway, 4th hour was kind of exciting. The teacher showed us a video of her daughter playing the guitar, and during the video another teacher came in and watched to for some reason... Anyway he left the door open, and there was this girl I could see, she looked at me and made a face, so in turn I made one too. And we did this until the video was over, my face was sore from the many faces I made lol. Then about 15 minutes later, this kid fainted!! It was so weird! Apparently he was doing it all week. Everyone was panicing and stuff, I just sat there all calm...call me heartless =/ Anyway so I watched as the teacher checked him over, then the principle came in with a wheel chair. It was weird.... Then the dumb midle schoolers on my bus kept asking Fetus if he had like, 3 nipples, if he was a herm, if he was bi, all of thes questions he said yes to of course. Damien backed him up saying they were all true... Wow middle schoolers are gullible!

My birthday!!

My birthday is Monday!! Im soooo excited!! Unfortunetly it's not so great to turn 16 and not getting anything. I mean my birthday is on a freaking Monday! Its deserving of some great prezzies after going through a whole school day of embarassement! Also since my mom is unemployed, I wont be getting my necko hat... tear tear.... Wich sucks because it was the only thing I wanted. But alas I guess it matters not and I'll just have to keep a smile on during it. Hopefully some of my friends who said they'd get me something 1 actually will and 2 it will be special and sentimental. Lol call me weird but I like it when friends do that Idk why.

Walking in the rain

Yeah...Its so great to just take a walk and be cought up in a nice quick rain spurt. I wanted to walk around town for a bit while it rained. Isnt that so great?! If you've never done it before I highly recommend it! It's so refreshing..... I plan to walk around town in the rain quite a lot now ^.^ hopefully it rains more today so that I can! And I really love just laying on a table while it just drenches down on you, ahh the rain is so awesome! I guess water and air are just my elements lol.

Great storm!

Ok well, I went to the doctor, it was a lot of stuff about having to take some stupid pills, I took em during late January to early Febuary. My friends told me I was acting weird, so I stopped taking them. Now the plan was to watch Advent Children then ride my bike around town. Well I got a couple video games, so I was playing those...One of them is impossible...those damn chibis!!! Anyway, then there was a storm, so I couldnt ride my bike like I wanted...so more of losing to those stupid chibis!!! Grah! They have made a very insignificant enemy!! Like the icecicles.....They will pay... lol

Dilly dally shilly shally....

Ok well I have to go to the doctor today DX But after that I'm getting dragged around various stores, and I might possibly be able to get something. Lol at least it's a beautiful day! Then when I get home I'm going to watch Final Fantasy Advent Children. My favorite characters, in no particualr order are : Vincent Cloud Reno Rude and Yuffie! Then I might go around town and ride my bike for a bit, until I get tired or bored lol.

WOOH!!!

Ok best day ever!! The song In the End was played 3 times on the radio today XD once on the bus, once at my friends house, and once on the way to the mall. And well at the mall, I bought the first book of Death Note and the first book of Rosario + Vampire! I love R + V! 17 you missed out! Today was so great, there was so many you-had-to-be-there jokes! I sang This is Halloween around the mall too! rofl aw man it was sooooo great! I wanted to buy some Domo boxers, but alas, I could not because I did not have enough after the two manga... Lol still a freaking awesome day!!!

Yeah...Ignore that last post lol

Ok So I'm going to the mall, (Most likely) So this will be fun! I'm asking some friends if they want to go, no one so far lol. Right now while I'm waiting for Jason, I'm listening to Hot and Cold on an anime slide show. And later after the mall I'm going to start watching Death Note, I'm buying a necklace at F.Y.E to commemorate this.

Grounded...

Man Today was a really good day! I got sent to RTR for reading XD that was hilarious! Lol today one of the girls that was freaking out that I read Fruits Basket was looking at me a lot...Or maybe it was my imagination, I hope it's just my imagination. I'm reading Maximum Ride the 5th book, it's a lot better then the 4th! but they still got all there spontaneos aquired powers so that's a little annoying. But I think it's going to have the same rush ending that the 4th did....I hope not. But yeah then they played the radio on the bus like full blast! I could hardly hear what people were thinking. They played a kinda cool song at one point, I couldnt enjoy it because it was to loud. So I tried playing music over that, but the radio cut through my head phones, and realized it wouldnt have helped anyway. So I got home, and was going to wait for my friend, then we got a call from the school about me going to RTR and you guessed it...grounded.... Psh I hate Mrs. Grunewald, she is literally the dumbest teacher ever. She doesnt know anything that she's talking about. I wont tell you how I think she got her college degree....

Nice Day!

Lol today was cool, we had a sub for Econ, Yes!! I read all during that hour, then finished Maximum Ride, the fourth book. My friend was right, that did suck! The plot seemed rushed at the end, and what was up with them getting a bunch of powers?? Soooo lame... any way, Im going to read the 5th book now, because I already finished Fruits Basket in one day. Of course my friend Bianca will be letting me borrow the second one, so Max can take a break lol. And apparently a lot of people were shocked I was reading Fruits Basket.....a lot being a total of 2. No one usually cares what I'm reading. Like this semi cute girl saw I was reading it, and was like 'Oh I didnt know you liked Fruits Basket, its good isnt it?' I smiled and nodded, and she kept peeking over my shoulder to see what part I was on, that was a little annoying. Then this other girl shouted my name, when I looked up she held up her copy of Fruits Basket and made a wtf? face. I smirked a little then continued reading. After I finished it on the bus, I decided after the second book (Bianca only has 1 and 2 )= ) Im going to read Death Note, I dont know if its any good, Fetus said he didnt care for it, but the way he described one of the characters made it sound interesting. I love books with interesting charcters!! Wow...I wrote a lot...and with minimum complaining!! *thumbs up*

Inspiration

Well yesterday, I typed up a poem out of no where. And Ive had a lot of good reviews, mostly from freinds. So their opinions may be swayed. But if it really is any good, then I'll keep writing poems, I've bounced around some ideas today. Now I'm just waiting for inspiration for a good one...There one I'm really hoping to do.

Masquerade

I walk around school with a smile. I walk around school in a daze. I walk around school with a frown. I walk around school, wanting to end my days. I look to my teachers with no respect. I look at my life without a care. I watch my life without a word. I live each moment like on a dare. The truth is I do care. I have respect. I have regret. Im just lost in this life, looking for inspiration, something to guide me. Something to care. Long I have looked, and soon I gave up. I fell into a deep sorrow, I cut into my arm, I shunned my friends, my family. I let no one in, and I Receded into darkness. But the truth is, Im still looking for my light. I thought I found it, before my depression. I thought I was wrong, but now I find Im still drawn to this tunnel, hoping that with time, it will bring me out of this horrible lie. To shine on me and bring out my best, to make me want to succede. To glow in this dark world. Ill be waiting.

Lol I threw this together, its pretty much my feelings in a weird, some what but not so vague poem like post.

Thank you.

Anime, video games and music!

w00t! Lol obviosly this post is about some geeky stuff! =D Im pretty much going to be talking about my favorites of these things. One of the things I like most about an anime, or video game is there opening song. Like Kingdom Hearts, 1 and 2, they have the best songs in my opinion for openings ever! I like Sanctuary better then Simple and Clean, but it is still a very good song in my opinion. For anime....um... Chobits...Some Naruto seasons are pretty good, True Tears....Tenjou Tenge, thats proabaly spelled wrong.... But yeah, So opening song, VERY important *nods* Thank you!

Alright

Well, I decided to get the necko hat, with goggles or without Idk yet. I want it because it would be kinda funny for me to where. But unfortunetly, as mentioned in a previos post, my mother lost her job. So I will not be able to get the hat anyway, and we may not even be able to keep the house either. So yeah, lifes not looking so great. In other news, my friend Jason, just got the internet, so at least I can go to his house and update my blog, facebook, talk to my online friends all that stuff, while being possibly homeless. Plus he also got an Xbox 360, wich is stupid because they have a ps3. But whatever, Im fine with the good ol' ps2 so I can play kingdom hearts yay! But I do have some worries though, my mom might have to get a job really far away, so I'll have to move. And I know I said I wanted to move and start over, but I didnt mean with literally nothing!!

Yesterday was the worst day ever...Im losing everything, friends, family, and my mom got fired so now we're going to lose everything, we have to cancel the internet, cancel our phone service. We may possibly even lose the house....

Different friends....

Ok sorry for posting repeatedly in one day, wich has been a couple of times actually. Im just upset today, first off all my friends are ignoring, well all my good friends anyway. But a couple of them came and picked me up today to hang out, it was fun at first we had some what a good time. But then I realized that, they were ignoring me again, as usual. But then one of them made a joke about cutting and I got pissed, but I kept it to myself, but then Fetus did too...and it just made me even more mad that such a close friend who was always nice did that. I hate it when people make fun of cutting, it is NOT funny! Sure I used to make fun of it too, but I learned, a lot of my friends used to but I thought nothing of it. And I wont say why I changed, in respect to the person. But I just cant stand it, so when he made fun of it, I just stood up and stormed out. I planned to walk all the way home, but Damien cought up to me on his moped and gave me a ride the rest fo the way home, I only agreed because he didnt make fun of that...yet anyway. So Idk, maybe I should just make new friends, or if maybe I should just stop caring and drop all my values all together..... But whatever it is Idk..... *sigh* again I apologize...bad day...

Out cast....

You know how your friends are supposed to make you feel like you belong? Someone to talk to, laugh and smile with, occasionally mourne with? Well then I guess im sloly losing my friends, Jason supposedly my best friend has been ignoring me since he began going out with Morgan. Ian has been ignoring me...well a while, but more so since he came back from seeing his girlfriend. And my friend Augusta has been about as abusive as ever, but shes been acting strange, I know why, but I cant say.... Plus I cant hang out with her outside of school because of her boyfriend. Im really mad, but if having a girlfriend would make me ignore my friends, then maybe I shouldnt have one......or maybe I should just get one so I can hang out with them without being a 3rd wheel.....but it just sounds weird to just get one, it wouldnt feel right....*sigh* I guess there lucky....

Anime Apparel

Ok, so Im going to buy an anime hat, and some anime goggles when I get my contacts, but I dont know wich couple to get. Ill set some links to the pics of them, and if they work, Id like EVERYone who reads this to tell me wich couple of them they think go best toger. please and thank you. http://cgi.ebay.com/Punch-Brand-Crazy-Heads-Black-Devil--Hat-Size-M%2fL-Anime_W0QQitemZ310134741361QQcmdZViewItem ,
http://cgi.ebay.com/BLACK-%26-WHITE-CAT-HAT-cosplay-ANIME-kitty-goth-rave-NEW_W0QQitemZ400042537627QQcmdZViewItem ,
http://www.virtualvillage.com/items/item.aspx?itemid=4850244&utm_source=baseusa&utm_medium=shopping&CAWELAID=293931786 ,
http://cgi.ebay.com/PUNK-GOTHIC-SUNGLASSES-GOGGLES-AVIATOR-CYBER-ANIME-VAMP_W0QQitemZ360123096849QQcmdZViewItem
So tell me wich ones you think go together, they are in order of 1,2,3 and 4, so meaning the first picture is 1 and the last one is 4, so using the numbers tell me wich ones you think go best together Ex: 1,4

GAH!!

Im freaking out! my dog is having some kind of allergic reastion to something, I dont know what but I brogut her in doors and her cheeks were swollen! I keep trying to call my grandparents, but they arent answering!! I tried to call my friend Jason, but hes at track!! I cant call my mom, shes at work! Something is up with my dog and I havnt a clue what to do, nobody to call!! Gah!! Plus were out of water, so I cant give her anything to drink!! Dammit pick up the phone somebody anybody!! I need help!

Excited!

Yay! Im going to be able to straighten my hair Friday! I hate my curly hair, it drives me crazy... I kinda want to dye it black to, but Ill just take one step at a time. Plus Im going to get my eyes checked Monday, wich means contacts w00t!! Im tired of my glasses, I mean I like the geeky look, but the paint is wearing on them and they keep smuging my nose with paint. Plus I think I look better without glasses, and some other people have said so too. Then again people also say I look better with them on, so it could go either way. Still, yay me!

Hmm..

I constantly find myself thinking, Im defeinetly posting this on my blog, but then later I just forget about it, or Im not in the mood. And I had the worsed dream ever last night, I dreamet that I was on the bus talking to people, then somehow I got in the arguement of cutting. And this one *beep* was like what do you cut yourself or something? Just because I was mad at them for making fun of it, I kept saying no and stuuf, because of course I dont. But they kept on saying it and laughing. I felt horrible, then everything went dark, I dont remember anything after that except waking up at 3am unable to speak, I must have been moaning.... lol sorry for the pointless (and slightly depressing) post, that dream just really freaked me out >.<

Nice Day! =D

Today was kinda cool, Im reading the second book to City of Bones, its awesome!! They had references to Naruto, the geek got the girl XD it was funny how it happend actually. Ian straightened his hair, which is funny because Ive been planning to do that for a while now. I might do it Friday, that way I have a couple days to decide if I like it, but unfortunetly I wont really be able to ask people if they like it, and I cant get a pic to put on here to ask for my readers opinions =/. But never the less. I passed my CPR test today =D, but now I got 2 more
=(. Oh well I dont care if I passed thoughs, Im doing first aid for a different reason, but its a secret ;D

90's!!

You’re a 90’s kid if:
You remember watching
Kenan and Kel[]
Doug[X]
Ren & Stimpy[x]
Pinky and the Brain[x] (woot!!)
AAAAAAAH Real Monsters![x] (vaguely....)
Rockos modern Life[]
Animaniacs[ ]
Gargoyles[x]
Hey Arnold ( Im pissed they dont have it anymore....)[x]
Out of the Box[]
Bear in the Big Blue House[x]
Blue's Clues with Steve[x ]
You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"[ ]
You just can’t resist finishing this . . ."In west Philadelphia born and raised..."
You remember:
Step by Step[ ]
Family Matters[]
Dinosaurs[x]
Boy Meets World []
Full House[x]
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. (Chyeaya!! Best days ever!!!)[x]
You remember reading Goosebumps[] (*shutters* I hated them!!)
When everything was settled by:
rock paper scissors[X]
bubble gum bubble gum in a dish[X]
miss mary mack[] (whats that?)
When kick ball was something you did everyday [ ] (I didnt play kickball much =/)
You used to listen to the radio all day long[]
just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.[]
You remember Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis (I have one...dont know where it went...I like N64 best though)[x]
You remember The Original Game Boy[x]
You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos.You remember watching:[x]
The Magic School Bus[x]
Wishbone[]
Reading Rainbow[ ]
Ghostwriter[]
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool. ( Who cares if there not cool! There freaking awesome!!)[x]
You remember those Where’s Waldo books.[x] (Woot!)
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers [x](I still eat those!)
You remember watching:
Batman the Animated Series[x]
Aladdin [ x]
Ninja Turtles[x]
Ghost Busters[x]
You remember Ring Pops!!![x]
If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"[x]
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players[]
Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.[ x] (I remember girls doing that =/)
You played and/or collected Pogs[ ]
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere u went.[]
You watched the original cartoons of
Rugrats (I miss you!!! )[x]
Wild Thornberry’s [x]
Power Rangers (Wtf?)[ ]
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand[]
You collected
[x] Beanie Babies. ( My mom bought them for me a lot)
[ x] Pokemon cards (I had a small one)
[ ] Carebears
[x] Silver dolars (I have a phew)
[x] Everyone watched the WB
[x] When everybody knew all the pokemon by heart.
[x] When digimon was still on.
[ ] If you even know what an original walkman is...
[] you know the Macarena by heart (I dont remember half of it....I think....)
[x] "Talk to the hand" ... (I did that all the time! There was a little more to it, I just dont remember....)
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary.
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360
[x] Back before X-box period
[x] Before Spongebob.
[x] When light up sneakers were cool.
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[X] When gas was $0.95 a gallon.
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR
[] You had slap bracelets!
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark!
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear... (NUUUUUU!!!)
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times (Smiled almost the whole time!)
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here.

Yeah....yesterday sucked. When we went up north, I had to listen to a bunch of old relatives talk about sex! XP I thought I was going to barf.... Then I had to eat when I wasnt hungry, and when I told my mom I had enough she brought me a huge piece of cake! Ugh...sometimes I think she hates me....Then I had to play with some cousins I donjt know, I didnt mind this, but I can only blow so many bubbles people...and I can NOT play Power Rangers! So after that, my...some other guy Im related to pulled out the 4-wheeler, and I had to ride in the back. I sat on a bar....not comfortable, my tailbone connected with the bar on each bump... And I had to hold so tight my nails cut into my palm just not to fall off. Needless to say...I was in pain when I got off. Then I hid in the car for about an hour until we went home..... Oi that sucked......

I DONT WANT TO GO UP NORTH!!!!!

Gah! My mom is making me go fricken up north to do stuff, I dont want to go, she shoulda had me go with her earlier this spring break, but now its the last day, and I just want to relax, and of course I cant fricken tell her not to take me because then she'll just yell at me!!

Busy Day

Ok so, my grandma decided to take me out and do stuff today XP. We went to a museum, and to the Rivertown Mall, I would have much rather gone with some friends! It took us over 2 hours to find the place, and 3 to get home! Im so tired..... I bought a Naruto necklace at the F.Y.E....there I thought it was named something else, XD I had a conversation with a friend a while ago, I thought she was talking about the mall, but she wasnt, I feel like an ass now rofl. Anyway, so spring break is almsot over, my friends are returning, and Im as usual doing nothing.....Oh well.

Facebook, strangely addicting.

Lately Ive been getting on my facebook lately, Idk why, its not like I got much to do on there anymore. I dont even talk to like 1/7 of my friends on there, and with all me irl friends gone on vacation, I find myself lacking any thing to put on there. Of course thats not stopping me from posting on here...ironically. And I know that the number of people who read this dropped from like 3 to 0 recently, I still find myself putting my thoughts onto this blog......weird....

I was going to watch Lord of the Rings, but my mom rented some movies, now Imma watch Yes Man, then The Day the Earth Stood Still

Hi, Im just bored...Im watching movies, and Im temptedto watch Lord of The Rings. And also trying to figure out how to eat rice with chop sticks =/ lol, sorry for the pointless post, Ive got nothing more to do.

Code Freakin Red

Ok...somebody got ahold of my phone number.... *gulp* So...from this point on Im being discreet about my personal info...savy? Shut up 17 I know you were right, I already told myself you told me so... Anyway..... I am going to stop advertising this blog.... and uh...take my personal info off my other sites too..... So...just thought Id let you know!!

Jealous...

Gah! I hate spring break! Im so bored and lonely! All my friends are off some where with there family, and I have nobody to hang out with!! I dont care who, but I need somebody to talk to! Im sorry but this spring break sucks!!

New Hat!!

I got that green and white striped hat from Bleach I wanted!! It doesnt look to good on me, I cant really pull off the hat look, but Im still excited!
And in commemer-......honor of this awesome event, Im going to post my top 5 favorite animes from greatest to least

1. The Meloncholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
2. Chobits
3. Sola
4. H2O Footprints in the Sand
5. True Tears

Honorable Mentions:
Naruto
Please Teacher
Rosario + Vampire
Fruits Basket
Spiral
Tenjou Tenge

And there are many more that I liked that Im just having trouble remembering... =(

Moving

Meh..I wish, I dont want to be in Michigan any more, it doesnt have anything to offer me anymore. I kind of want to just move to a different state and start over. Sure I'll miss my friends...a whole grand total of 3 people. Jasons like a brother so I'd miss him most, but I could always call him, and possibly I could go visit him every one in a while. Fetus...well it's more of a steady truce then a freindship, we're nice to each other but we don't trust each other to much. And Augusta is a good friend, but she abuses me and keeps trying to get me to do drugs.... so it would probably be for the best. Thoughs are pretty much the only friends I have in Michigan, besides I can always talk to Ian and Augusta via internet. And everyone else I'm friends with are on internet chats, so I can always talk to them. But unfortunetly I didnt take my moms offer to move to Alaska....but I mean who would want to move there!!?? I wouldnt mind moving somewhere else though. But alas my mom already got us a permanent house in the small town of Sunfield... so XD there was really no point to this post.

Thanks People

Ok well Id like to Lalo for being the first to read my blog, you single handedly kept this going! If you didnt start reading it, I probably would have stopped bothering. Id like to thank 17 for putting interesting comments that kept me on my toes for a couple days. Id like to thank Char for being the first from Chatango to read this. I do have it advertised on my profile, so Char if your reading this gimme a shout out to the peeps on the chat for meh. Id like to thank Jason, he doesnt read the blog but hes been my bud for years, hes the brother I never had! Id like to thank Super Fetus # 7 he doesnt read either, but he does give me a lot of things to put on here and hopefully there will be more! And lastly I want to thank my mom for giving me life, and stop smoking so the harmful subsance does not kill me! (Yes I thanked my mom, got a problem with it, to bad Im feeling grateful so SHUT IT!!)

Spring Break!? NO!!

Why does it have to be Spring Break!? Why!? =( Normally Id be excited but all my friends are leaving....So I got no one to hang out with. Im going to be so alone, so bored! DX At least with school I had people to talk to and something to consume time! This sucks so much....

Signatures

OK well I cant come up with a good signature for my posts and stuff, I used to be Failure of Life...but that was to depresssing, and IcecicleKiller doesnt have the right ring to it, I'll try to think of something during school while Im trying to sleep or Im reading.

Music

Ive been doing nothing but listening to music all day. =/ Ive got no one to hang out with so spring break is going to suck big time.
Music Ive been listening to:
Cinema Bizarre: Forever or never, Love songs
Skye Sweetnam: Sharada
Papa Roach: Last resort, getting away with murder
The Beastie Boys: Brass monkey
Howie Day: Collide
Secondhand Serenade: Fall for you
3 Doors Down: Kryptonite, Not my time
Fall Out Boy: Dance dance
Utada Hikaru: Colors, Sakura drops, Simple and clean, Sanctuary, Blue
and many others....

Hmmm...

Im reading the book City of Bones, great book its one of my faves! But one little issue...and I suggest that if you plan to read this book then dont read this post! !!!SPOILERS!!! You have been warned. Anyway the main character Clary is friends with a boy named Simon, (who has a very striking resemblince (SP) to yours truelly(sorry always wanted to say that XD)) Anyway theyve been freinds for 10 years. Then she meets a guy names Jace, whos a total dick! He thinks hes so good looking and that everyone is attracted to him. Well she falls in love with him, and forgets Simon. Later after Clary and Jace kiss Simon proclaims his love for her, then she remebers back to Jace saying he didnt care about her. And of course she decides to stick with the jerk! *sigh* sorry for the ramble, I just think its dumb how she rejected 10 years history for some dude she only knew for a couple weeks. And now Simon is growing jealous and hateful (not cool!) So yeah....but other wise a very good book. And hopefully the end will have a very nice suprise =D