Out cast....

You know how your friends are supposed to make you feel like you belong? Someone to talk to, laugh and smile with, occasionally mourne with? Well then I guess im sloly losing my friends, Jason supposedly my best friend has been ignoring me since he began going out with Morgan. Ian has been ignoring me...well a while, but more so since he came back from seeing his girlfriend. And my friend Augusta has been about as abusive as ever, but shes been acting strange, I know why, but I cant say.... Plus I cant hang out with her outside of school because of her boyfriend. Im really mad, but if having a girlfriend would make me ignore my friends, then maybe I shouldnt have one......or maybe I should just get one so I can hang out with them without being a 3rd wheel.....but it just sounds weird to just get one, it wouldnt feel right....*sigh* I guess there lucky....