I'm sick.

Hi! I am sick, and I have the next to days off from school, unfortuntly, it's Friday! So I went to th hospital, and was there for 5 hours! But, I got a cool facial mask!, and I snuck one out for my friend Courtney, just because I owed her or giving me a straw. Lol. I am angry, there was a zombie inasion in school the day before, and I missed it!! ME!!! The guy who is PREPARED for zombies!!! I. AM. SO. MAD!!! Aaaaanyway, so I have to write a letter back to Rachel, ad make up some notes for the book me and Courtney are writing together, I want to get both done right away, but I've been so sick, and sore, that I just can't -cries-

Anyways, Im out people! Post again some time!

This post is innapropriate, do not read if you are young =P

So yeah, today was odd. A lot happened, and I remembeed a lot of what I wanted to say in earlier posts. Unfortunety,one question made me forget all of those things.

I was talking to a friend, and we were blowing a feather around the hallway. I blew it really hard and it went so far, she could'nt get it, so I said, "Ha! I blow better then you!" As a joke. Then she stopped walking and sad, "Wait......why do they call it a blow job, if there is no blowing involved?" I thought about this, and could not come up with an answer. So, I thought about it all day, still, nothing. Then I asked a girl who sat next to me on the bus, and she said, "I dunno, because in the end the guy ********" I took out the rest of the sentence so that this post wasn't TOO bad, but maybe you get it,maybe you don't, if so, maybe you can come up with your own anwer, if not, then you should have stopped reading when you read this blogs title, jk, but if you don't I'm sorry.

Anyway, bii all~~

Hello inomnia!

Hi world! I'm getting on the internet at 1 a.m. just to post to you! Because thats how much I love you all. Wait......Don't mind the weirdness, thats just dileria kicking in. Great, my allergies ar trying to send an alarm to my mom that I'm on the computer, I sneezed tentytwo times, I counted. Hopefully she sleeps havy enough t ignore me snezing, my dogs nails on the hardwood floor, and my typing.

I saw Zombielad. Freaking. Awesome. Movie. It deffinetly makes my top 3 fave movie list. That list is now:

1: Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
2: Yes Man
3: Zombieland

In te order of wich I seen them. So just because Zombieland is last, does not make it any worse of a film.
My tea is good =)


I'd rather be unsure of the sure, then sure of the unsure.

I survived a school hall intersection.

No, I have not written the poem for this title yet, but give me time.

So, I made a new character for the book me and Courtney are writing, he has one arm, and was part of the war, either the Military or the Rebels, not sure. I had more, but the teacher saw the paper and threw it away.

This week just isn't my week, everything is going bad, plus on top of that, my trip to Ohio was cancelled. I am beginning to give up on ever seeing her. On top of that, Ive been sick, my keyboard is dieing and getting replaced, so its hard to type. The people in my classes ae jerks,the word is a total understatement, but I'd rather not swear on my blog at the moment. Also, I need to find something to do Saturday, because I was invited a party, but I don't want to go. If it was just a party I'd be fine, but I'd rater not do drugs. Maybe I can hang out with Jason, but I don't think I can, he' always busy =O

I had more to put in, but I can't remember...... I hate it when that happens. Anyway, I guess I'm done, bii~~

Will never chew gum again.

So, today was not my bst day ever, had to eat breakfast (I dont like eating before school) ad no music to listen to before getting on the bus. The one good thin was I found out teres a 3 day weeked, not sure why though. Then I SNEEZED OUT MY GUM! Let me tell you what happened exactly.

I was sitting in class, just chewing the gum a friend gave to me, and I realized that gum gets really sticky when you have a dry mouth. I was thinking aboutthis for a bit, the felt a tickle n my nose, but thought nothing of it. Sure enough a few moments later, I sneezed. My gum few into my hands, and because life is the way it is, it didnt shrink into a wad, but actually spread, and splattered all overmy hand. At first just thought something felt odd. Then slowly, I spread my hands, and a web of light green gum stretched between my palms and fingers. Naturally, it had to hit all fingrs, or it just wouldnt have been as satisfying for the gum. The first thing I said was. ".......Eeeeww....." People loked at me and began to laugh, I laughed to, cause it was funny. So hen I left the room to go wash my hands, but had trouble turning the knob at first. So then I get to the bathroom, run my hands under hot water, wich just ran off the gum with no effect, I was hoping the pressure would puh some of the larger strings off, but it didnt. So then I pulled the gum away, and found out the gum came out of acomic book, as it just grew, not just stretched, but grew! N I don't mean it got bigger, but instead of thinning ut when being pulled off, it stayed the same size. So, I got most of the gum off, but the hardest part was yet to come. The left over sticky gunk. I scrubbed at it with my hands, nothing, scrubbed harder with my hands, nothing. Got a drypaper towel, came apart on the gum, wettened the paper towel, fell apart as well. I went through 10 sheets of paper, just to get it have off. so about 15 minutes later, the gum was off my hands and wet back to class to listen to music, because I'm such a delinquent.

Thanks for the memories~

Ah, nostaglia. I don't even know how I feel about this emotion. It makes me sad, and depressed, but I like it, glad to have these memories I look upon with tears of happiness, sadness, love, and regret. I always wish things didn't end like they did, but if given the chance, I wouldn't change a thing..... These feelings secret, and locked away, screaming to come out, but knowing that they can't. I love those times, and would give anything to go back to them, as those were the days when I was happiest.

So, as life has it, I must move on, and will do so, with a little reluctance. I'll always have those memories in my heart and in my mind. But with them, leaves a hole that will not be filled by anything life can offer me. Am I stupid to keep thinking of this over and over? I can't help it, as being my fondest, and also most tragic memories, they will always be there.

Next week I am to see my girlfriend, but I am not as happy about this as I would wish to be, I'm nervous, and scared, and feel a strange feeling of guilt, even though I've done nothing wrong. Maybe because thoughts of someone else are clouding my head. But I would never consider anything toward this person......

I'd talk to someone about this, but I don't think any of my friends could help me, as well to the fact that my trust in most people is fading as well.

Sorry for the random burst of emotion. I'll try not to rant like that to much, just needed to vent. I need to find a new release of stress soon, or I'm going to freak out.

Also, in some recent bit of news to end this post with, I've been getting wierd cuts and scratches on my hands and arms while sleeping.....I'm curious about this.....


P.S I'll try to have something more interesting next time.....I hope....

Bii~~

Gerbils.

'Ello! Life has been crazy, as usual, but I'm used to it.....mostly. Yesterday, I went home sick =( Stomach cramps and neusea (or however you spell it) It wasnt fun.

I also just realized, I cant spell to save my life =O

Anyway, so I was talkingto my friend Pedo (Short for pedophile) And she had her boyfriend on the phone as well. WE SOUND JUST ALIKE!! I'm serious! We gave her a head ache because she couldnt tell us apart, and for a moment -I- didnt know if it was me or him talking! But then I realized, 'Hey, my lips arent moving.'

But my mom didnt rent my Kingdom Hearts because I went home sick -cries- Not fair..... Then it got worse, my PS2 broke!! It doesnt open anymore! Plus I still have a game in there!!! I don't know wich game, but it's worrying me. So now I have no PS2 anymore -cries harder-

Also, since Coco is so very very possesive of her stalketrs, I can't stalk Emily anymore, sorry Emily. It was a choice made on impulse with lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of suger and caffeine going through me, but still. It's hard to stalk courtney though, since I rarely see her anymore..... LOL I'm a horrible stalker =(

So, I really, really, really, really really really really really REALLY want to punch Fetus, hard, in the face. Idc that he broke up with Erinn, but you don't insult someone that YOU broke up with for no other reason then to whore off with some bimbo!!! GOD!!

Man, this year....It's impossible to be a pacifist!!!

Hey hey you you, I dont like you girlfriend!

Its another dreadful day to go to school, hooray! Theres just a couple differences about today. 1 Its my grandpa's birthday..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May you have many more =) 2. I might punch Ian for what he said about a friend of mine. Word to the wise, dont become close friends with a friends girl/boy friend, when things end it gets weird. With that said, feel free to become friends with your enemies girl/boy friend, because then you can hate the other person together when it ends. So, apparently I have 3 people I'm stalking now, Courtney, Elizibeth, and Emily. Yep, now I'd rather just stalk one person, especially since I'm getting sloppy with my job >.<

I need to find more to do lately, things have either gotten boring, or a hassle, and when something you like to do becomes a hassle, that shows its time to stop. On the bright side, my mom is going to rent me the new Kingdom Hearts game for DS! Yush yush yush! Or at least try, since its new, and very popular, it probably wont be in, but I really really hope she does!!

I think I should do another meme, I dunno, I kinda want to, but I have no clue where to find them. It has to be something weird, and personal, like turn ons, and secrets, and stuff like that XD sorry, sorry, remembered a conversation I had over the phone, lmfao!! .......Strip Twister XD

Ok, well I have to get ready to go to hell- I mean school! Another bus ride of sitting on the floor!

I will katrate your hair off!!!

Hello! Another post, comin' atchya! So, LAD I hate it, so so much. No seriously, its really pushing my limits as a pacifist (Or however you spell it). Wich is odd, because you think people dont normally choose to, but I do. But LAD has been reeeeaaaaallly been stressing that integrity. I miss normal classes, where you can sleep in class, and no one would bother you until the teacher yelled at you. But noooo. Its a sad world when freshman are more mature then seniors and even juniors! I mean, I'm getting things thrown at me, getting punched, yelled at, told on, and many more by the dang students! GAWD! I'm not even doing anything wrong, either just listening to music, or sitting comfortably, sometimes I sleep, but only when I'm exhausted, but they could just let me get in trouble....its only decent.

Recently, I've been listening to lots of music, and I found out I like shoujo ai. That means girl love, its different from yuri though so no worries. Although I feel like I'm copying Courtney, just switching it to girls. But, oh well, whatever.

Friday was AMAZING I kicked Ian in the face!! -snicker- It was accidently on purpose. As in, I ment for the motion to happen, the out come wasnt planned, but I did enjoy it!

MC Chris = Awesome!

Hoodie Ninja
Nrrd Grrl
Reese
Kill It
MC Chris is Dead

These are just a few of his songs, but they are awesome! They are mostly for geek guys though, so yeah, lol

Pocky = Drugs for Geeks.

Thanks for reading! Next on Confessions: Pirate Ducks steal Grannies dentures!?!? Oh no!

Blah blah blah?

Yeah......I just felt like posting something, anything at all..... So tommorow I'm going down to Ohio to see my girlfriend. I promised her I'd buy her fuzzy handcuffs, and see if I can rent the new KH game. Also the football game is tonight, I'm going.....again..... but ONLY because a friend said she was going to meet me there. She went to the school, and goes to the football games and stuff, but I've only ever talked to her online. Unfortunetly, I'm not in that great of condition right now, I burned my mouth and throat from overly hot pizza, then I smacked my arm against my dresser really hard, I bruised the muscle. Then I have a wicked pimple starting to appear on my nose >.< Stupid special soap and cream arent even helping to remove it.... I desperatly hope it goes away by tonight, or at least tommorow!

I dont want to go to school =( I cant listen to music, and the people are jerks..... Oh! Some kid graduated yesterday, and will not be coming to school ever again. =O This is how it went down....

Cody: Mr. T I'm done.
Thompson: What?
Cody: I'm done with all my classes.
Thompson: Really!?
Cody: Yep.
Thompson: Well congrats Cody, you just graduated! Go ring the bell.
Cody: I dont want to ring the bell....
Thompson: Fine.... -goes quiet for a bit-
Cody: So........do I just leave......or what?
Thompson: -Doesnt hear him-
Cody: Mr. T! Am I just supossed to walk out? Or what? I dunno what to do.
Thompson: Oh, right I'll take you to the office, but first, any advice to the students who arent done?
Cody: Yeah.....uh......Dont screw up.
Thompson: Wow, thats the best advice ever! Ok, lets go.
Cody and Thompson leave the room. Half an hour later Thompson comes back.
Thompson: Well that was weird.
Farlee: What?
Thompson: I took Cody to the office and gave him a hug, then told the office he could leave because he was done.
Farlee: And?
Thompson: Then his sister walked in, and the first thing she says is 'Cody comb your dang hair!' So I told her to be nice because he graduated. So then she raises her hand to shake his, and I was like: What!? Hes your brother and he graduated, give him a hug! She blinks then shakes her head, and says "Thats disgusting!" Then leaves.
Everyone in room laughs.

Yuuuuuup. So, thats life from my end.........Thers more, way more, just to tired to remember everything, maybe later =)

50 hug football game.

Yep, at the football game, I got 50 hugs. Well, it was more ,but I stopped at 50, I needed to stop, so I'd have a record possible of beating. Most of the hugs were from the same person, Brook, apparently shes my official hug buddy. But my favorite hug was when David and this other guy came up. This is how it went:

David: Hey.
Me: Hey.
???: Sup.....Who is this?
David: This is Donald, AKA the Plushie Lord
???: -goes wide eyed- Oh my gawd, your the Plushie Lord! -hugs-
Me: Yep -hugs- So.......who is this? -points to the guy I hugged-
???: I'm Ben, no wait, I'm Doug Sholes.
Me: -thinks- So is he Ben.....or Doug?

Best hug EVER! I am THAT famous, people I dont know hug me because of my title.
MY football scores:

Hugs: 50
Smiles: 50
Accounts of rape: 5
Accounts of assault: 3

Yep, and I have been happier lately, not like.....happy happy, but not so hopelessly depressed. Working on the SIM list is hard, but I'm happier to have something to work toward. Plus its bettering myself =D

Well now this post comes to an end, have a nice day. Toodles!

7 months 7 days.

Hello people of this world and beyond.

Hey, hows it going? I havnt posted in a while, so I figured I would now. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and as I type those thoughts are flying through my head, I just cant catch them quick enoug to type them out. Oh well. Life is troubling me again, but strangely, I'm in a good mood. Although my mom yelling at me for losing my jacket is kind of a downer. Anyway, so with so much going inside my head, heart, and soul, not to mention drama outside, things have been crazy. I've been trying a lot of things to relieve stress, but none of them work. Luckily, because of my SIM list, I am able to discepline myself enough not to do something bad......Wow, me and discepline in the same sentence......I've only ever heard them together in "He's just not disceplined." Well I'd like them to go through my life at this age. Anyway, I told some of my friends about it, and they said they were happy/proud of me. Thats the best compliment I've ever gotten, because now I have something I am trying my best to do. They both knew part of the list too, so that made it easier to talk.

Ok, getting away from wall-o-post. My to do list:

1. Dont slip up on SIM list.
2. Write those letters already.
3. Finish that poem.
4. Get more songs on my Mp3
5. Hang out with my friends more.
6. Stop being sick.
7. Go do more fun exciting things. (Any ideas?)
8. Write my christmas list.
9. Get good grades. (Did I really just say that?)
10. Find my own style.
11. Make more plans to rule the world. (Waaaay waaaaaaaaaay over due.)
12. Recruit more people for army.
13. Get more squeeky hammers.
14. Make some cash. (Cha-ching!)
15. Make up with my sister. (Whose not reaqlly my sister.)

Theres a lot more, but I dont feel like rambling right now. (A little redundant say I already DID)

Well, Imma listen to music.

Heres a little advice/ thought from yours truelly.

Everything can be done in more then one way; so why not modify those that people say can be done one way?